i feel holiday just ends so fast because of the busy work, but still finally i got my off day today. Going to genting tomorrow and hope it'll be a crazy trip. hah
i'll just let some of the pictures to do the talking about my holi-days.
bryan & andy's birthday and after spm celebration..
outside function..
after work..
spm is ending by 3 more days, and i cant wait already. it's like some crazy stuff is gonna happen soon. cant believe that i'm actually enjoying it. going out here n there, but still study like crazy like i never studied before. plan even starts after my last exam day which is tuesday, party!!
that's all for now, chiaoz..
shit things just happening around, i guess it's just karma. i dont understand why it all happens in the same time, somehow it just do. she doesnt believe me much anymore just because she thinks i mixed with the wrong peoples and been a bad person in school, others accusing me without me doing anything wrong.. why can't they fucking find the truth 1st before doing something, i think they're just free enough and have no other stuffs to do..
And bro is being lazy when parents need some help at sunway, he just cant think of how hard they try to earn a living for us, all he can think is just playing around and enjoy himself spending money and time.. can't even believe that i cut the wrong hairstyle and ended up wasting 3 times of cutting it total rm70, and now turn out i'm a freaking bald guy.. and you know what, all these happen when spm is around the corner..
i'm gonna be dead, mwahahahha!! go crazy man..
yeAH, welcome to my emo blog..
everything is crazy during Halloween cause was not plan properly nor expecting it.. 1st went for ice skate with some of my crazy friends there.. got back kk in the evening and have dinner with the 'original' friends.. something that i neither we didnt expect is, go for basketball..
i can hardly remember when's the last time i stayed in a hotel and yeah, finally 3 days 2 nights in this awesome place called........ sunway ......... haha i know, wtf right.. it's just sort of like one of my best place to live in..
it has been days/weeks didnt update my blog cause felt lazy to write and dont have the time yet.. i cant cope with the time cause it's too fast.. like seriously, weeks was like days, and months was also like days.. haha, wtf.. it's quite a stressful thing to me cause exam is around the corner and i have to catch up all my studies and revision..
anyway, there's friends that i could still hang out with sometimes to release some of the study stress.. obviously, i'm not the pure study person.. i just do what i'm suppose to do.. so yeah, went morning ball with friends and ate lunch somewhere.. hanged out at snooker place and went swimming with them.. start to have drivers around cause most of them passed their license.. haha kiding.. except for one of our pity friend here name fishy which born in dec, so he have to wait.. got some of their bathing photos and will upload it soon cause i didnt bring out my cable, was in the hotel.. please dont get me wrong, i aint gay kind of shit..
till then, auf wiedersehen und gute nacht friends.. bumsen dich shaun, gay bit*h..:)
it was actually a boring day yesterday, chee houw and bryan went sunway to help me out at the hotel before going shopping.. met shaun there when having lunch then started window shopping around..
anyway, got the arthur's day ticket last minute for rm103.. the ticket we're gonna buy suppost to be rm60 only cause one guy selling tickets illegally outside the place.. he was caught by the police and sent to station when we're bout to buy it..fuckin crazy ass.. was so desperate of it so we even bought it for a higher price to go in so yeah.. even lost our hope on going in cause of the age limit but get to sneak in lastly though..
it was effing awesome and we didnt regreted going in though we listened to some fuck'up local band for the 1st 2 hours which is already 10pm.. they finally showed up and it was like evrbody going crazy screaming to death.. william is so freaking cool when he's playing solo with his dj set.. the remix was really much better than going to a club.. not forgetting fergie like seriously, she's really fuckin hot..
cant wait for the all american reject concert also.. i got 2 tickets now and i dont know what to do with it.. anyone who really cant get the ticket or really desperate of going, you can buy it from me.. it's not that expensive?? haha
i just hate people scolding without really knowing the truth, cause you cant really tell them what really happen and they won't just simply believe it.. is it even hard to ask nicely before scolding?? i think it gets you more angry if you're scolding without any reason and please think of the person's feeling ok.. i'm just doing it occasionally cause of the crowd.. i know it's bad but i know my own limit, can't you at least have some trust in me?? i know some of my friends are over the limit sometimes but they're still my friends, i can't just leave them and change a new surrounding cause it's really fuck'up to leave it just like that aft years of friendship.. i regreted on losing the person i really ever love and i'm terrified that i could lose you also.. i rather die than staying in an untrusted life.. so all you can do is just trust me and understand me more..
i know exam is coming and i know it's call the spm which is one of the most important exam in life.. i cant really fail it cause from the family tradition no one fail before on their big exam.. so it gets me more stress when he told me that and ask me whether i can still continue my studies or not cause i'm still hanging around sometimes.. all i want is just getting some A's to make them proud but to them, it's good enough if i can just pass all the subject, what it means by that anyway?? though my random mood and distractions is getting worse but i'm gonna fucking proof that i could do even better than passing the subjects.. if i dont, i will work hard to earn a living but not beggars that're gifted with hands and legs and begging for money to buy cigarretes, assholes..
people that dont know me much can just fuck off..
dad n mum.. mum's weird face..
yeahhh, it's mum again..
getting high!!
enough for my random emo mood previously.. these two days i've been in a good mood and wonderful day.. hope it continues to be like this even i've my spm coming soon..
yesterday was dad's birthday and it was awesome.. 1st i went to pyramid skate aft i finish my class.. chee houw skate with me then we went back to kk hang out at mama kandar around 6pm.. i almost forgot dad's birthday so i planned to fetch ryan at home to sunway again cause i don't wanna leave him on his birthday alone.. we shop in pyramid awhile and went to euphoria to get high.. dad brought jane, ryan, me n together with his workers in.. have some bier then started getting high around.. the girls went crazy aft they went out from euphoria when we're going home.. haha.. it was a fun night..
i finally get to go church today n even get to meet meiyi and auntie there.. it has been some time i didnt go to church.. one thing that i'm not used to is i've not seen meiyi for like around 5 months n we finally get to see each other.. we have some fun n craziness when we're at ikea eating lunch with her church friends.. can't believe we're still that close.. after eating, we went back around 4pm.. woohoo.. nice day!! xD
This gay ass beside me is Shaun.. He acts as my 'girls friend', so he's the girl gay, you can prove it by observing from the picture, he look's girlish.. he wants me to blog about him so here it is Shaun.. haha
Shaun has been with me like around 5 years and we're still together.. longer than i'm with my girlfriends.. he's a nice gay i mean guy and that likes to go crazy sometimes without any reasons.. especially he's drunk or when reaches midnight, he will start getting high and annoy others or touch them especially guys.. haha.. cause like what i said, he's the girl gay. Things getting serious this year and he still gaying around.. he feel comfortable in gaying especially with me cause we're so close.. i know sometimes we do gay bit cause it makes us feel how a real gay is and we laughed like hell or having some non logic thoughts like how are gays gonna have sex and how can they kiss each other.. don't judge him with his quietness too fast cause he can be real talkative when you really know him.. he's just too shy sometimes..
that's all i can say, hope you happy with it shaun!! haha
When I was young, I dreamed of that one person that I would share my dreams, happiness and energy with ... I could not see her face but i'm sure she's there. I always felt like she was out there, I just needed to feel her. All these years I was with others, and feeling my way through life, learning lessons that later on would prepare me to become the person that I am now. I have felt alone and sad. I thought we're meant to be together but we're not, there's no use of saying i love you billion times but there's no feeling in it. I'm a little bit confuse on how and what to do right now. Such love, deserves to be given much attention and care in order to grow more and more.
ohooo, cool sial..
helllooo, the gay is back.. freaking tired right now cause i went back at 4am and just woke up at 1.15pm.. was cleaning the eight pots at pyramid that were displayed for national day.. anyway it was a really boring day yesterday not for me only, even my other friends also.. wanted to hang out but i cant.. lucky today is a holiday which i didnt knew it and what's the reason of it.. anyway i get to rest if not i'll be like a dead person in school..
boring!!!
today was like a day that i finally get to die.. plan to go church today n was so nervous.. you know why, i didnt went to a church for some time dy and mostly it's just because i'm becoming more and more bad and miss church.. ahhh.. but when i was changing in the room, mum knock on the door and ask me to follow her to help at hokkien association, klang cause they have these wedding showroom going on.. so i've been forced to change my mind..
just gonna write it short cause i'm tired now.. chao..
oh yeeeeeeah, can't believe i'm doing this blogging shit right now and i feel so gay.. anyway felt sehr high now when i'm writing cause it's already zwei Uhr Tag and it's my high time.. so who the hell cares.. cant blame me for being like this.. i won't remember what i'm saying right now the next day cause my head is cramming right now.. woohoo!!
Having my trial right now and it feels like shit especially for my history.. slept almost the whole period when exam time cause i hardly know any questions to answer.. history is the worse n the weakest paper for me to score.. i don't even have the mood to read it.. i don't understand how those nerds *hehe* can read the whole zwei Jahre Buch n memories the whole crap inside.. why must we study history? is it necessary cause it doesn't help much for our future.. are we going to have a 2nd independent day cause i can't stand all this brainless prime minister right now.. if they're thinking that history can help us in recognising those History Man and be proud of being a Malaysian, forget it..
anyway hate talking bout political stuff cause makes me feel like i actually know so many things and this shit is not me.. not gonna stress much on trial and will concentrate on spm.. aft that, hang out, high, hang out, high, hang out, and high again.. gila sial.. plan to having more tattoos cause there's lot of pictures i'm imaginating and i have this addiction to have tats.. so gonna earn more money and do it with friends when the right time comes..
woah, can't imagine that i can really blog bout so much stuff.. damn.. so yeah, went to pyramid on saturday which is already yesterday and wanted to skate.. na zhi dao i forgot there's a hockey tournament going on and cant get to skate liao.. swt lah.. haha wtf... chinese shit ass.. so went snooker with samuel and charg yi cause chee houw, andy, and eujin need to head back to kk.. so it was quite boring doing nothing today.. hope it wont happen 'today' also..
that's enough, i feel i'm enough bitchie right now and i'm gonna stop.. chao bitches!!
